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Translated from English, sorry for any mistakes...
Warceelo
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ALL THE SONGS TALK ABOUT ME
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I. THE LAST LETTER
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How are things with your mother?
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Well.
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I don't see her much.
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I spend more time with my grandmother.
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She pampers me, makes me breakfast,
tell me stories...
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It's funny.
Well, that depends.
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I eat a lot of vegetables
and healthy food.
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- Living in style, huh?
- Yes, I think.
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Not so much.
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And the bookstore?
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Well, as always, the same. You know my uncle.
It's getting crazier every day.
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You cut your hair, didn't you?
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A little, yes.
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It's very good.
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Thanks.
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Are you looking for a place or will you stay
with your mother and grandmother?
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Yes, I'm looking for a place.
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Well, I see that calmly...
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I'm looking around.
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- I didn't tell you,
I must start a new job.
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- Really?
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- At Eduardo's stadium.
- This is great.
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He's been very nice to me.
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Payment is reasonable
and it's kind of far, but...
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It's a job.
It's a project for a competition
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and it would be great if this worked.
I really want to work and start...
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Will you work with Eduardo?
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Yes, yes, yes...
Yes.
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Eduardo is a son of a bitch, isn't he?
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- No. Why do you say that?
- That's what you used to say.
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- No.
- Yes.
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He ruined a lot of your projects.
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No, it didn't break.
He was always helpful...
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You rejected him and he tortured you.
He's an idiot.
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I didn't reject it, Ramiro.
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He never tortured me.
No, not really.
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He was interested in my work.
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- You don't know him.
- Just what you told me about him.
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Okay, forget it.
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- What are we going to do?
- I think I'm going home.
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Sorry.
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Hello. How are you?
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What?
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No, no, no.
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No, I'm fine.
I'm with a friend right now...
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Can I call you tomorrow?
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Okay, okay. Great, yes.
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I would like, okay.
I'll talk to you later. Bye
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I'm sorry about that.
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- Are you up for a drink?
- Are you?
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Yes, I could have something.
Come on, just a drink.
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"Man waits his turn in line before robbing bank."
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"A man stole six thousand euros
from a bank in Molinos, Teruel
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after drinking coffee at a local bar
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and patiently wait your turn in line with other customers.
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The man covered his face when it was his turn to be served.
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The reason is unknown, because several witnesses
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they had already seen his face when he entered the bank
after leaving the bar."
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It's unbelievable!
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It's funny, isn't it?
I mean, this guy...
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he waits in line,
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Is friendly with the people around him,
and when your turn comes,
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he covers his face.
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I like this guy.
I really like this guy.
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Very funny.
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What does this font do here?
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It's absurd.
What is this doing here?
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What is this doing here?
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I like.
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Sorry, I just...
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- You idiot!
- It was an accident.
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- It was an accident.
- No, it wasn't!
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- This is the hardest part.
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- How many do you smoke per day?
- I don't even smoke every day.
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I try, but I don't have enough willpower.
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Ramiro, you are crazy.
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Here.
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- You first.
- No, I stopped.
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No.
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- I swear, I stopped.
- I don't believe you.
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Seriously, I haven't smoked anything else this whole time.
I stopped.
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Okay, but try this one.
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It's the size of your dick.
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- Let me see you smoke.
- I can make hoops.
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- Rings?
- �.
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What...?
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What are you doing?
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Nothing. We are not doing anything.
We are fine.
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No, we are not.
This is absurd, Ramiro.
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- You called me, right?
- I called you, you called me...
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- But you called me first.
- So...?
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- I didn't even want to come.
- Then you should have said.
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I didn't say why I wanted to see her too.
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Hey, I have an idea.
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I came, we spent the night together...
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- No, Ramiro.
- Why not?
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- Because...
- You don't want to?
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Yes I want.
Of course I want to. But no.
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- This only makes things worse.
- It doesn't have to be...
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I'll leave soon after.
It will be good for us.
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We will feel terrible afterwards
and we won't want to see each other again.
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No, Ramiro.
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- Why not?
- Why...
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- Why not?
- No, Ramiro.
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- Okay, okay.
- Don't be angry.
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- Ramiro.
- Don't worry about it.
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Ramiro and Andrea had broken up after six years together.
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Ramiro moved out of the apartment they shared
and returned to live with his mother.
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The day he moved in, she avoided being there.
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Ramiro quickly gathered his things
and observed Andrea's.
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It was as if he was seeing them for the first time.
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Things he never really noticed
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now they seemed strange to him.
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As if they belonged to a stranger.
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Andrea left a note on the bed.
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Sometimes Andrea needed it
explain your feelings in writing.
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She had written letters to him
after your fights and happy moments.
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Sometimes for no apparent reason
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The last letter was just a few lines
from a book she was reading.
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It was a farewell letter.
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- I try to convince myself that there are things
much worse than abandoning someone.
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It can be painful,
but it doesn't have to be a tragedy.
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If I never give up on anyone
there will never be room for the new.
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Evolution constitutes infidelity.
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For others, for the past...
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to prioritize your own opinions.
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Every day should have at least one essential infidelity.
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A necessary betrayal.
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A simple act of optimism.
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Of hope.
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This would guarantee faith in the future.
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A statement that things
not only can they be different,
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but better.
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My little, poor memories
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How they try to stay with me.
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I tell them to leave, to leave me
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Don't tell me about you anymore.
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That you were my happiness,
that you are my suffering.
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That hurts me in every way
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the wounds of your love.
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My little, poor memories.
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Who don't think about anything other than you
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Poor things
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How they cry
for staying with me.
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II. THE PROBLEMS
BY RAMIRO LASTRA
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- Please. You have
a book by a foreign author,
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with a blue cape?
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I heard about him on the radio.
It's a love story.
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- I just sold the last one.
A shame.
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- Oh, well.
I'll have to keep looking.
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- Good luck, madam.
- Thanks.
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- The other day a boy asked me:
"Do you have any big book
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with a hard cover
for my brother-in-law?
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He is a bus driver
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and likes to read a lot."
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Hello.
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- Maestro.
- Lucas, what's the matter?
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I have important news
for you.
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- Really?
- Yes.
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After you.
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My dearest Luismi.
Ramiro.
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I come to inform you
that I will get married.
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With Silvia.
She is an Argentine friend
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who needs citizenship
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and getting married is the only way to achieve
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- Marrying you?
- Yes, well...
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She could marry anyone,
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but I was the first to do it
this humble proposal.
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- I'm getting married.
- Wait a second.
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Lucas, you and this girl...
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engaged in carnal things
or something like that?
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- Yes, but that doesn't matter at all now...
- She's a waitress.
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- From the only bar we go to now.
- It's just for the papers...
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the smallest erotic thing
that you can imagine.
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- My congratulations on your sacrifice.
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- This is what worries me, you know?
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That she may feel indebted to me,
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like you owe me a favor
or something like that.
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I wouldn't want to tarnish the friendship
with something like that.
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And that's why it has to be
very clear.
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We need to abstain from feelings.
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Why I don't like Silvia.
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And that's why I'm marrying her.
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Why in this case cannot
there will be this type of interference.
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How many times did you have sex?
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No, fucking has nothing to do with it.
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This is what you think.
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And that's why you never fuck.
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Climb, Ramiro. Climb.
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�... It's fundamental...
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It is a top priority,
now, for you.
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- My priority is to find an apartment.
- To climb in peace...
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- Do you know who I've been thinking about a lot lately?
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- In Irene.
- Irene...?
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Mu�oz. Irene Mu�oz.
She was from my university.
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- I've never seen her since.
- But she had a boyfriend.
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- She went out with a guy called Jaime, but
they weren't right for each other.
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We did work together
of Medieval Literature and...
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there was always all that tension...
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- Do you know who you should fuck right now?
- Who?
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- Sylvia.
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- Right before you married her?
- Exactly.
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This will avoid confusion.
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Hey, Gonzalo.
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I forgot to tell you,
Gonzalo is in bad shape.
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He fought with Bea
and moved.
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- What there was?
- He'll tell you.
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Try not to laugh in your face.
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Looks like he got caught
playing a...
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- This is the problem
of the apartments today.
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There used to be a long hallway
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And when you heard the front door
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You had time to react...
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And I was thinking
on another woman.
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Everyone does it, right?
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- You told her
Who were you thinking about?
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- No, I said
that I didn't want to tell
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and I can't see
why should...
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- It's crazy, Gonzalo.
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You are neither free,
at least, to be unfaithful in thought.
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- This is the problem about couples.
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- To hell with Bea, man.
You didn't do anything wrong.
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Go to the bathroom,
break the system.
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I don't know.
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- Boys. Let's finish.
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- Just one more round.
- No. We're closing, Lucas.
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- There's a little left!
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I told them about us, Silvia.
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- What about us?
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- What do you think?
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Our nuptial commitment.
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- This sounds horrible.
- I know things that sound much worse!
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You see...
Her name was Andrea, right?
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Andrea.
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- Did you see her again?
- No.
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It's complicated.
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Since Ramiro broke up with Andrea
all his friends worried about him.
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He didn't want to be the victim,
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but he didn't like them either
making your problem trivial.
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- Are we really going to this place?
- Yes.
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Lucas, they're going to charge us a fortune.
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I'm against bars
that you have to wait in line.
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No panic.
Wait here a minute.
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And there he goes...
As if he owned the place.
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I'm against anywhere
where you have to wait in a queue.
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Holy shit...
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Well, I...
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I met a girl here once.
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Charlotte.
252
00:19:53,207 --> 00:19:56,324
Charlotte, yes.
Have I ever told you?
253
00:19:58,567 --> 00:20:01,923
About Carlota? Yes.
254
00:20:04,967 --> 00:20:07,561
There were days
that Ramiro didn't want to leave
255
00:20:08,087 --> 00:20:10,555
But when I did,
he never wanted to go back.
256
00:20:10,727 --> 00:20:14,356
- They say that to recover from a breakup
257
00:20:14,527 --> 00:20:18,520
takes exactly half
of the duration of the relationship.
258
00:20:19,647 --> 00:20:22,161
- I read this in a magazine.
- Sounds right.
259
00:20:23,207 --> 00:20:26,040
- How long did you stay with Andrea?
- Six years old.
260
00:20:28,207 --> 00:20:29,879
- This theory is shit.
261
00:20:45,647 --> 00:20:47,603
He couldn't stop thinking
in Andrea.
262
00:20:48,847 --> 00:20:50,883
Often wonderedHe often wondered
where could she be.
263
00:20:51,487 --> 00:20:53,523
He imanived her
doing the same.
264
00:20:55,327 --> 00:20:57,795
I also imagined
meet it by chance.
265
00:20:59,047 --> 00:21:02,039
The idea scared him
and comforted him at the same time.
266
00:21:02,247 --> 00:21:04,556
I've been watching you
all the time.
267
00:21:05,927 --> 00:21:08,964
And I had two options: stay there
or come and talk to you.
268
00:21:13,687 --> 00:21:15,200
Do you want to climb?
269
00:21:17,967 --> 00:21:18,683
Hey.
270
00:21:20,847 --> 00:21:22,439
- Do you want to fuck?
- No.
271
00:21:23,527 --> 00:21:25,324
Just kidding...
Do you think I would say something like...?
272
00:21:26,487 --> 00:21:27,920
Hey, where are you going?
273
00:21:30,727 --> 00:21:31,637
Goodbye.
274
00:21:35,647 --> 00:21:38,161
But it's not dramatic.
275
00:21:38,767 --> 00:21:41,520
This isn't that tragic.
276
00:21:41,967 --> 00:21:44,720
This is not drama, no.
277
00:21:45,487 --> 00:21:48,718
I'll tell you a thousand things that make you cry...
278
00:21:49,007 --> 00:21:51,157
This is not a drama, no.
279
00:21:51,327 --> 00:21:54,558
This isn't that tragic.
280
00:21:55,087 --> 00:21:56,315
No.
281
00:22:01,727 --> 00:22:03,763
No, it's not a drama.
282
00:22:14,407 --> 00:22:20,118
III. THE MATHEMATICAL PARADOX OF NOSTALGIA
283
00:24:56,807 --> 00:24:58,843
Yes, a long time.
284
00:25:00,287 --> 00:25:01,197
Yes.
285
00:25:03,687 --> 00:25:06,042
How is it? Well.
286
00:25:07,207 --> 00:25:08,640
Yes, yes.
287
00:25:11,567 --> 00:25:15,276
I thought about you the other day
and I figured I should call you.
288
00:25:16,687 --> 00:25:19,838
You know, the kind of thing
that you end up not doing.
289
00:25:21,087 --> 00:25:24,045
All good.
Anytime... Yes.
290
00:26:29,207 --> 00:26:31,084
- Hi, how are you?
- Hello.
291
00:26:33,087 --> 00:26:34,566
- How are you?
- Very good.
292
00:26:38,487 --> 00:26:40,159
What does Elena know?
293
00:26:40,407 --> 00:26:42,557
Nothing much, but
294
00:26:42,727 --> 00:26:45,525
I know she edits at a publishing house.
295
00:26:46,207 --> 00:26:48,801
Sometimes I think about calling her
but I never care.
296
00:26:49,087 --> 00:26:51,123
This happens to many
former classmates.
297
00:26:51,687 --> 00:26:53,757
I lost contact with
a lot of people, too.
298
00:26:53,927 --> 00:26:57,920
I believe they organize meetings
for alumni, but...
299
00:26:58,727 --> 00:26:59,955
I don't know.
300
00:27:01,047 --> 00:27:03,515
I get a little nervous
301
00:27:03,687 --> 00:27:05,678
meeting people I no longer see.
302
00:27:06,047 --> 00:27:08,242
It gives me a strange feeling.
303
00:27:08,447 --> 00:27:10,961
I can't force
these types of encounters.
304
00:27:11,327 --> 00:27:15,320
Sometimes I go to meetings like this and...
and... I don't know.
305
00:27:16,167 --> 00:27:19,637
I end up surrounded by people
that I thought I knew
306
00:27:19,807 --> 00:27:22,640
but I don't know anything.
307
00:27:23,367 --> 00:27:27,155
They are faces in my photo album
and behind it there is absolutely nothing.
308
00:27:27,327 --> 00:27:31,206
I speak in the past,
I use verbs in the past tense...
309
00:27:31,887 --> 00:27:34,196
I really invent things...
310
00:27:38,727 --> 00:27:40,046
Are you still with Andrea?
311
00:27:40,967 --> 00:27:44,198
- No, we're done.
- I'm sorry.
312
00:27:47,167 --> 00:27:49,237
We finished six months ago.
313
00:27:49,887 --> 00:27:53,277
We weren't doing well.
It was better for us.
314
00:27:54,567 --> 00:27:56,080
How long were you together?
315
00:27:57,087 --> 00:27:57,837
Six years.
316
00:27:58,807 --> 00:28:02,038
- Six years is a long time.
- Yes...
317
00:28:03,447 --> 00:28:06,200
the truth is yes.
- How are you dealing with this?
318
00:28:09,487 --> 00:28:13,400
They say it takes half the duration
relationship to overcome.
319
00:28:15,447 --> 00:28:16,766
We hope not.
320
00:28:18,567 --> 00:28:22,355
What bothers me is the feeling that I followed,
point by point,
321
00:28:22,767 --> 00:28:25,440
all the steps of a kind of
couples cliché manual.
322
00:28:26,567 --> 00:28:28,762
I would like to be a special couple.
323
00:28:28,927 --> 00:28:30,565
The exception that confirms the rule.
324
00:28:31,007 --> 00:28:32,156
Yes, that.
325
00:28:33,927 --> 00:28:36,395
Also, now I see things
That I didn't see before.
326
00:28:37,727 --> 00:28:40,525
For example, when she had to prepare
your graduation thesis,
327
00:28:40,807 --> 00:28:42,399
I spent a whole year cheering and supporting
328
00:28:42,567 --> 00:28:44,876
all your mood swings.
329
00:28:45,167 --> 00:28:47,237
Even my support irritated her.
330
00:28:47,567 --> 00:28:50,320
As if she wanted to show
how difficult it was for her
331
00:28:50,487 --> 00:28:52,717
but I have to make it clear
that I couldn't help her.
332
00:28:52,887 --> 00:28:54,286
What the fuck!
Now you are the victim?
333
00:28:54,447 --> 00:28:58,326
She never came and spoke,
but she was constantly showing me
334
00:28:58,927 --> 00:29:00,838
how much harder it was
her area was that of mine.
335
00:29:01,247 --> 00:29:04,444
Of course, how can we compare
Philology and Architecture?
336
00:29:04,727 --> 00:29:06,797
We, Literature students,
we are always the worst.
337
00:29:10,327 --> 00:29:12,397
- Are you still working at the bookstore?
- Yes.
338
00:29:13,767 --> 00:29:16,042
I think it's one of the best jobs
of the world.
339
00:29:16,207 --> 00:29:17,925
Andrea didn't like it at all.
340
00:29:18,207 --> 00:29:20,675
First she came a lot,
she appreciated it.
341
00:29:24,247 --> 00:29:27,364
Wow, it never crossed my mind
come up here.
342
00:29:27,527 --> 00:29:28,960
- I come up here to read.
343
00:29:29,167 --> 00:29:31,601
Few people tend to come, it's generally very quiet.
344
00:29:31,767 --> 00:29:34,361
Condoms and feces, but hey...
- How disgusting.
345
00:29:37,247 --> 00:29:38,236
It's cool.
346
00:29:41,887 --> 00:29:44,640
- I suppose it's normal.
- What?
347
00:29:44,807 --> 00:29:46,763
It happens to all couples.
348
00:29:48,207 --> 00:29:51,597
It happened to me and Jaime
and he was also studying Literature.
349
00:29:52,167 --> 00:29:54,158
- You're not with Jaime anymore?
- No.
350
00:29:54,687 --> 00:29:56,643
We broke up a year ago.
351
00:29:57,407 --> 00:30:00,001
- I am really sorry.
- The passage of time.
352
00:30:00,287 --> 00:30:02,926
I don't know how some couples
overcome this.
353
00:30:03,487 --> 00:30:06,877
- But they overcome it, right?
- I don't know.
354
00:30:08,247 --> 00:30:09,282
Yes. No.
355
00:30:09,647 --> 00:30:10,762
- No.
- No?
356
00:30:11,567 --> 00:30:13,444
- I think every couple
has an expiration date.
357
00:30:13,607 --> 00:30:16,997
But some act like there's nothing
or ignore.
358
00:30:17,407 --> 00:30:19,398
- I think it is, too,
the fear of failure.
359
00:30:20,007 --> 00:30:23,044
And they have all those clichés in their heads
360
00:30:23,207 --> 00:30:25,767
about the love that doesn't last forever,
that runs out...
361
00:30:25,927 --> 00:30:29,761
- It's why love
It doesn't last forever. It runs out.
362
00:30:33,807 --> 00:30:37,243
- It's inevitable...
- Inevitable. I hate that word.
363
00:30:46,487 --> 00:30:48,443
- What?
- Nothing.
364
00:31:03,687 --> 00:31:06,804
Ramiro didn't tell Irene
when she graduated
365
00:31:07,207 --> 00:31:08,799
Andrea suggested they do it
a trip to Paris.
366
00:31:10,847 --> 00:31:12,883
She had achieved a high grade
and I wanted to celebrate.
367
00:31:15,407 --> 00:31:17,967
It was also a way to recover
the happiness of being together.
368
00:31:18,407 --> 00:31:20,238
But Ramiro said he couldn't go.
369
00:31:20,927 --> 00:31:24,681
He felt he had been patient enough
and I wanted to show Andrea
370
00:31:24,847 --> 00:31:26,678
which would not always be available.
371
00:31:27,887 --> 00:31:29,206
They discussed.
372
00:31:33,807 --> 00:31:36,241
Andrea decided to make the trip anyway
and invited Clara and Laura
373
00:31:36,407 --> 00:31:40,161
her two best friends.
The couple's trip became a girls' trip.
374
00:31:44,047 --> 00:31:47,403
Ramiro regretted it a week later and
bought a ticket to Paris.
375
00:31:47,967 --> 00:31:51,437
- What is that?
- Nothing, it's nothing. I'll leave this here.
376
00:31:52,607 --> 00:31:54,563
- Want to watch a movie?
- Yes.
377
00:31:56,487 --> 00:31:58,842
- What do you want to watch?
- I don't care...
378
00:32:00,487 --> 00:32:01,886
Whatever you want to watch.
379
00:32:07,407 --> 00:32:10,046
Ramiro.
Ramiro, what is this?
380
00:32:10,567 --> 00:32:13,400
- I bought a ticket to Paris.
- Are you crazy?
381
00:32:14,407 --> 00:32:16,557
- It's okay, the lady said
that I can return.
382
00:32:16,727 --> 00:32:18,285
- I can't believe this.
383
00:32:18,447 --> 00:32:21,007
- Don't worry, I'll return it.
Everything is fine.
384
00:32:21,847 --> 00:32:23,565
The lady said I can...
385
00:32:25,767 --> 00:32:27,519
Don't you want me to come?
386
00:32:27,807 --> 00:32:31,243
- It's not that, I just
I don't understand why you did that.
387
00:32:31,407 --> 00:32:34,604
- I wanted to surprise you.
I thought you would be happy.
388
00:32:34,767 --> 00:32:38,157
- Yes, well, this is a different plan...
It will be weird...
389
00:32:38,687 --> 00:32:40,405
- Why?
- Just because. It will be weird.
390
00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:44,640
- Girls might not want you around.
- I don't see why.
391
00:32:44,807 --> 00:32:46,559
- Why?
- I'm your boyfriend, aren't I?
392
00:32:46,727 --> 00:32:48,080
- Yes.
- I am, aren't I?
393
00:32:48,247 --> 00:32:50,317
- So...?
- Your friends and your boyfriend.
394
00:32:50,487 --> 00:32:52,125
- It's normal.
- What?
395
00:32:52,567 --> 00:32:54,444
- If you're looking for guys...
396
00:32:54,607 --> 00:32:56,598
- If you don't want to understand, I won't explain myself.
397
00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:58,325
- You're right, I don't want to.
- Ramiro!
398
00:32:59,767 --> 00:33:01,997
Okay, you win,
it's over. He leaves.
399
00:33:02,207 --> 00:33:03,765
- He leaves.
- It's fine.
400
00:33:03,927 --> 00:33:06,122
What's the problem, Ramiro?
401
00:33:06,287 --> 00:33:07,766
- Nothing.
- What's your problem?
402
00:33:07,927 --> 00:33:09,201
- I'm tired of this shit.
403
00:33:09,367 --> 00:33:11,005
- Are you tired of this?
- Yes, I'm tired.
404
00:33:11,207 --> 00:33:12,435
- Are you tired?
- I am tired.
405
00:33:12,607 --> 00:33:14,518
- What are you tired of?
- What's so funny?
406
00:33:15,007 --> 00:33:16,486
- What's so funny?
- You.
407
00:33:20,487 --> 00:33:22,443
- If I had said "yes" from the beginning...
408
00:33:22,607 --> 00:33:24,325
I know, I'm an idiot.
409
00:33:24,727 --> 00:33:27,764
No, I just...
I just didn't expect it.
410
00:33:27,927 --> 00:33:30,441
It's my fault,
- I should have asked you before.
411
00:33:32,287 --> 00:33:34,721
- I want you to come.
- No.
412
00:33:35,607 --> 00:33:38,838
- I won't, it won't be the same.
- I don't care, I want you to see.
413
00:33:39,007 --> 00:33:41,601
- I'm just going to ruin everything for you and your friends.
414
00:33:41,767 --> 00:33:44,440
- Ramiro.
- Clara and Laura don't like me.
415
00:33:44,767 --> 00:33:47,076
- You didn't make any effort either.
416
00:33:47,247 --> 00:33:48,885
Yes, I did.
But it doesn't matter.
417
00:33:49,047 --> 00:33:52,722
No, no. Remember the time they
came for dinner.
418
00:33:56,647 --> 00:34:00,640
You spent the whole dinner
talking about remodeling the Prado.
419
00:34:00,807 --> 00:34:03,367
You went to bed
and put on pajamas.
420
00:34:04,167 --> 00:34:05,805
Well, of course.
They were my pajamas.
421
00:34:08,007 --> 00:34:09,440
- What are you doing?
422
00:34:11,967 --> 00:34:15,277
- Adem�s, I don't like traveling.
- You don't like going anywhere.
423
00:34:15,607 --> 00:34:17,518
- My mobility is only apparent.
424
00:34:17,847 --> 00:34:20,725
Here comes the theory of
apparent mobility.
425
00:34:22,287 --> 00:34:24,198
- You have a hard-on, you bastard.
426
00:34:26,607 --> 00:34:29,041
- Let me watch the movie.
- What?
427
00:34:29,767 --> 00:34:30,597
- No...
428
00:34:31,527 --> 00:34:34,564
In the end, Ramiro ended up going to Paris
with Andrea and her friends.
429
00:34:39,927 --> 00:34:43,317
- It's late, isn't it?
You can stay the night if you want.
430
00:34:45,647 --> 00:34:47,160
- I better go home.
431
00:34:59,287 --> 00:35:02,359
- Don't worry, I won't ruin it
your style or something.
432
00:35:30,767 --> 00:35:33,042
- Hello, Andrea. It's me, Ramiro.
433
00:35:33,887 --> 00:35:35,206
Ramiro Lastra.
434
00:35:36,727 --> 00:35:38,604
We went out for a while.
435
00:35:39,447 --> 00:35:42,200
I was calling just to see
how were you.
436
00:35:42,527 --> 00:35:43,846
I am well.
437
00:35:45,127 --> 00:35:48,563
Anyway, we talk anytime.
Take care. Goodbye.
438
00:36:02,767 --> 00:36:06,601
When they started going out, Andrea
I was looking for it at the bookstore.
439
00:36:07,127 --> 00:36:09,038
On different occasions,
when alone,
440
00:36:09,767 --> 00:36:13,396
they had sex in the warehouse
or in the Spanish Civil War section.
441
00:36:16,927 --> 00:36:20,681
Some days Andrea went to read
and leaf through books.
442
00:36:22,607 --> 00:36:24,484
After this she started to stop going
completely.
443
00:36:26,207 --> 00:36:28,118
- "The vaster the time we leave behind,
444
00:36:28,447 --> 00:36:31,166
more irresistible is the voice
that invites us to return.
445
00:36:32,247 --> 00:36:35,557
This sentence seems obvious,
and yet it is false.
446
00:36:36,287 --> 00:36:38,403
The man grows old,
your end approaches,
447
00:36:38,647 --> 00:36:42,356
moments become more and more precious
and he has no time to waste on his memories.
448
00:36:43,047 --> 00:36:45,686
It is necessary to understand the mathematical paradox of nostalgia:
449
00:36:45,967 --> 00:36:48,242
it is most powerful in early youth,
450
00:36:48,447 --> 00:36:50,517
when the volume of the past life is
entirely insignificant."
451
00:36:52,727 --> 00:36:55,844
Ramiro felt that everything he read
was related to him.
452
00:36:56,967 --> 00:36:58,798
Music had a similar effect.
453
00:36:59,127 --> 00:37:02,597
Suddenly he began to like songs that,
until then, they seemed ridiculous to him.
454
00:37:10,847 --> 00:37:13,361
The season of love
455
00:37:13,727 --> 00:37:15,558
comes and goes.
456
00:37:16,527 --> 00:37:19,564
And our desires do not age,
457
00:37:19,767 --> 00:37:23,123
despite my age.
458
00:37:24,287 --> 00:37:27,438
If I think about how badly I spent
459
00:37:27,647 --> 00:37:29,160
my time
460
00:37:30,487 --> 00:37:34,560
that will never come back,
never.
461
00:37:38,287 --> 00:37:40,642
The season of love
462
00:37:41,167 --> 00:37:42,805
comes and goes.
463
00:37:43,967 --> 00:37:48,040
And it will come without any warning,
you will see.
464
00:37:49,047 --> 00:37:51,003
It will surprise you.
465
00:37:51,847 --> 00:37:54,884
We had so many opportunities,
466
00:37:55,207 --> 00:37:56,879
losing them.
467
00:37:57,887 --> 00:38:02,005
Don't cry for them anymore, no more.
468
00:38:03,527 --> 00:38:06,519
There is a new enthusiasm,
469
00:38:06,687 --> 00:38:10,236
for beating, in the heart
470
00:38:11,327 --> 00:38:14,239
and another opportunity
471
00:38:14,407 --> 00:38:18,002
to know yourself.
472
00:38:19,167 --> 00:38:22,125
Lost horizons
473
00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:26,724
they won't come back, ever.
474
00:38:29,247 --> 00:38:31,681
The season of love...
475
00:38:43,447 --> 00:38:45,722
- Hello, Ramiro.
How are you?
476
00:38:46,567 --> 00:38:48,523
I missed your call the other day.
477
00:38:48,687 --> 00:38:51,918
Sorry if I didn't get back,
I was in Menorca for a few days.
478
00:38:52,167 --> 00:38:53,998
In a really nice house
with some friends.
479
00:38:54,647 --> 00:38:56,638
I've been very overwhelmed lately.
480
00:38:56,807 --> 00:38:59,162
I've been working a lot and I don't have time
for nothing else.
481
00:38:59,527 --> 00:39:01,995
Sometimes I think about giving up everything
and start something different.
482
00:39:02,287 --> 00:39:04,323
But I won't bore you talking about my things...
483
00:39:06,807 --> 00:39:08,843
I was at the bookstore
but you weren't there.
484
00:39:13,167 --> 00:39:15,727
Luismi told me I lost him
for five minutes...
485
00:39:16,527 --> 00:39:18,916
He was very kind to me.
We laughed a lot.
486
00:39:19,767 --> 00:39:21,246
He said the crisis
didn't affect the bookstore
487
00:39:21,407 --> 00:39:23,443
because she had always been in crisis.
488
00:39:24,127 --> 00:39:26,197
I bought that book of poetry
by Alejandra Pizarnic.
489
00:39:26,607 --> 00:39:28,916
The one you were always trying to
make me read and that I never read.
490
00:39:29,807 --> 00:39:31,763
I really liked it, but it's really sad.
491
00:39:31,927 --> 00:39:33,838
Made me think about you all the time.
492
00:39:34,287 --> 00:39:36,801
Next time, recommend something happy and fun.
493
00:39:37,207 --> 00:39:39,801
Sorry, I can't write anymore.
I'm late as always.
494
00:39:40,727 --> 00:39:42,957
Maybe we could write to each other
from time to time. What do you think?
495
00:39:43,167 --> 00:39:46,204
Even though we don't have much to say...
Just to keep in touch.
496
00:39:47,127 --> 00:39:50,756
I hope you are well.
A big kiss, I love you. Andrea.
497
00:39:52,367 --> 00:39:54,562
Ramiro read the email several times.
Especially the ending.
498
00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:58,806
He found the last part disturbing.
"A big kiss, I love you."
499
00:39:59,887 --> 00:40:01,161
He decided not to respond.
500
00:40:03,607 --> 00:40:11,241
IV. FUTURE PERSPECTIVES
501
00:40:11,407 --> 00:40:13,045
- A whole fucking year?
502
00:40:14,047 --> 00:40:16,083
Do you know how long that is?
503
00:40:17,247 --> 00:40:18,839
And why Canada?
504
00:40:19,287 --> 00:40:21,676
- It's not definitive yet.
They have to confirm my place.
505
00:40:21,847 --> 00:40:25,476
- I have a better idea.
Go to the viaduct
506
00:40:25,767 --> 00:40:28,327
and, once there, jump in.
507
00:40:29,127 --> 00:40:33,006
At least if you commit suicide,
We will have fond memories of you.
508
00:40:36,327 --> 00:40:37,555
- Hi.
- Hello.
509
00:40:37,767 --> 00:40:38,563
- What's going on?
510
00:40:39,167 --> 00:40:42,000
- This unfortunate retard
wants to go to Canada.
511
00:40:42,487 --> 00:40:44,364
- It's not definitive yet.
- Why Canada?
512
00:40:44,727 --> 00:40:46,797
- There is a vacancy
for Spanish teacher.
513
00:40:48,487 --> 00:40:51,240
- Perfect.
It's great.
514
00:40:51,847 --> 00:40:55,078
Changing countries is great.
You start to see things from a new perspective.
515
00:40:55,327 --> 00:40:58,956
- What "perspective"?
- Perspective.
516
00:40:59,807 --> 00:41:03,800
- That's not why he wants to go.
He's trying to escape.
517
00:41:04,487 --> 00:41:08,480
Of your problems.
That doesn't solve anything, Ramiro.
518
00:41:09,047 --> 00:41:10,480
- Hello.
- Hello.
519
00:41:20,687 --> 00:41:22,006
- How is everything?
- Good.
520
00:41:22,167 --> 00:41:24,362
- Good.
- Well, yes.
521
00:41:25,407 --> 00:41:28,399
- Have you told the news yet?
- No, not yet.
522
00:41:31,447 --> 00:41:32,766
- What news?
523
00:41:33,287 --> 00:41:35,596
- You better tell them.
524
00:41:39,167 --> 00:41:40,805
- No, you tell me.
525
00:41:42,567 --> 00:41:44,285
- Don't tell me you're pregnant.
526
00:41:47,607 --> 00:41:48,642
This is great!
527
00:41:52,327 --> 00:41:53,396
- Wow!
- Very good.
528
00:41:54,087 --> 00:41:56,123
- Congratulations.
- Very good!
529
00:41:56,647 --> 00:41:58,922
- Congratulations.
- It's still early.
530
00:42:00,087 --> 00:42:00,837
- Thanks.
531
00:42:01,007 --> 00:42:04,522
- It's still very early,
We are still in the first few weeks.
532
00:42:05,287 --> 00:42:08,165
- Poor Gonzalo!
- Why?
533
00:42:09,047 --> 00:42:11,561
- He won't be able to
go out with an agent,
534
00:42:12,007 --> 00:42:14,646
or travel, or go to the cinema.
535
00:42:17,287 --> 00:42:19,118
- Now do you like traveling?
536
00:42:20,647 --> 00:42:24,845
- I meant it differently.
Ramiro is going because...
537
00:42:27,487 --> 00:42:28,602
How will I know?
538
00:42:30,447 --> 00:42:33,405
Something strange is happening.
This is not normal.
539
00:42:33,607 --> 00:42:36,758
One is going to the North Pole,
the other is going to be a father...
540
00:42:36,927 --> 00:42:39,919
Really, this is not normal.
- What's your problem?
541
00:42:40,967 --> 00:42:43,322
Why do you have to be such an asshole?
542
00:42:43,967 --> 00:42:45,446
- Why are you attacking me?
543
00:42:45,647 --> 00:42:47,365
- I'm not attacking you.
And you know it very well.
544
00:42:47,527 --> 00:42:49,677
- What is it?
- Your tone of voice. He arrives.
545
00:42:51,567 --> 00:42:54,161
- You always have to
disagree with me...
546
00:42:54,327 --> 00:42:56,761
- No, I don't have it.
I'm not disagreeing with you.
547
00:42:56,927 --> 00:42:58,804
- Then stop, okay?
- Right.
548
00:43:02,487 --> 00:43:04,239
- Why are you so quiet?
549
00:43:06,087 --> 00:43:08,806
Oh, sorry, I forgot.
550
00:43:09,767 --> 00:43:12,076
Sorry, you're Mr. Gloom.
551
00:43:14,127 --> 00:43:16,561
Want to know what your problem is?
552
00:43:17,567 --> 00:43:19,000
You are very horny.
553
00:43:19,367 --> 00:43:21,756
What happens if you fuck
one of your students?
554
00:43:21,927 --> 00:43:23,599
- And that's all he thinks...
555
00:43:24,367 --> 00:43:28,076
- Do you know what prisons are like in Canada?
556
00:43:28,807 --> 00:43:30,286
- There are no students.
- What?
557
00:43:30,447 --> 00:43:33,723
- There are no students.
It's a school for boys.
558
00:43:38,247 --> 00:43:39,236
- In truth?
559
00:43:40,047 --> 00:43:43,244
I'll take the last subway home.
What are you going to do?
560
00:43:43,687 --> 00:43:46,042
- I am going home.
- Me too.
561
00:43:56,887 --> 00:43:58,923
- Your departure is what irritates him.
562
00:44:00,007 --> 00:44:02,567
Your friends making decisions,
growing.
563
00:44:03,327 --> 00:44:04,806
Exactly what he's not doing.
564
00:44:06,687 --> 00:44:08,643
- It's from her future husband
who is talking.
565
00:44:08,847 --> 00:44:12,157
- Yes, we'll see.
- I'm going this way.
566
00:44:19,727 --> 00:44:22,844
- The worst part of this whole thing
wedding
567
00:44:23,007 --> 00:44:25,965
It's like an obligation that
he invented it for himself.
568
00:44:28,647 --> 00:44:32,037
He doesn't want anything from me
and makes it a sacrifice.
569
00:44:35,607 --> 00:44:37,165
- He's in love with you.
570
00:44:38,527 --> 00:44:40,722
That's why he's afraid to marry you.
571
00:44:41,127 --> 00:44:44,437
And maybe that's why he offered to get married
with you, to distance yourself.
572
00:44:45,727 --> 00:44:48,116
- A little backwards, huh?
573
00:44:48,527 --> 00:44:50,722
- Lucas never took any girl seriously.
574
00:44:53,647 --> 00:44:55,877
- Maybe it would be easier
if you married me.
575
00:44:58,327 --> 00:45:00,158
- I'll remember that.
576
00:45:12,287 --> 00:45:15,120
I will sing what I want.
577
00:45:17,567 --> 00:45:20,161
I will remain silent while I drink.
578
00:45:20,447 --> 00:45:23,439
And if you have to forget,
579
00:45:25,087 --> 00:45:28,636
or to reveal secrets,
580
00:45:31,007 --> 00:45:34,317
better, better shut up.
581
00:45:36,647 --> 00:45:40,276
Song to fuck.
582
00:45:45,087 --> 00:45:47,999
And jokes aside,
583
00:45:50,127 --> 00:45:53,358
everything has been hell
584
00:45:56,007 --> 00:45:58,965
And cowardly people,
585
00:46:01,447 --> 00:46:04,200
and we were scared to death.
586
00:46:07,007 --> 00:46:09,919
Some will turn their backs on me,
587
00:46:12,447 --> 00:46:15,086
others give me advice.
588
00:46:15,247 --> 00:46:18,603
Song to fuck.
589
00:46:19,607 --> 00:46:23,805
Just a jump from the bed, the answer.
590
00:46:27,847 --> 00:46:29,644
- Generally it is the opposite;
591
00:46:30,807 --> 00:46:33,924
First they fuck you
and then they propose marriage.
592
00:46:35,007 --> 00:46:36,679
- I'm more traditional.
593
00:46:40,607 --> 00:46:43,326
- In the past people didn't fuck
before they were married.
594
00:46:51,567 --> 00:46:53,876
... I remember a boyfriend I had.
595
00:47:01,487 --> 00:47:03,000
We fucked very well.
596
00:47:04,967 --> 00:47:08,596
When we finished, it took a while
before enjoying sex again.
597
00:47:11,567 --> 00:47:13,159
I always compared them.
598
00:47:17,127 --> 00:47:19,004
Especially the first few times.
599
00:47:26,607 --> 00:47:29,280
But don't worry,
It wasn't as bad as I expected.
600
00:47:31,927 --> 00:47:32,962
- Thanks.
601
00:47:57,087 --> 00:47:59,521
- Look. Right here...
602
00:47:59,847 --> 00:48:03,237
- If they send you home the same day,
They don't give you general anesthesia.
603
00:48:03,407 --> 00:48:04,760
It shouldn't be anything serious.
604
00:48:04,927 --> 00:48:06,963
- Don't think about it.
You are not pregnant.
605
00:48:07,127 --> 00:48:10,403
- I don't know. I feel.
- She's just late... She's always late...
606
00:48:10,887 --> 00:48:13,879
- Three weeks, late?
No, no, no, no, no.
607
00:48:14,487 --> 00:48:17,399
- Maybe you are psychologically pregnant
from thinking about it so much.
608
00:48:18,247 --> 00:48:19,316
- You're welcome?
609
00:48:19,527 --> 00:48:21,722
- I imagine making love to you,
610
00:48:21,887 --> 00:48:24,481
very fat and seven months pregnant
611
00:48:24,767 --> 00:48:26,564
and with big breasts.
612
00:48:27,567 --> 00:48:29,000
- What will the name be?
613
00:48:29,167 --> 00:48:30,964
- If it's a boy, Ramiro.
- No way.
614
00:48:31,127 --> 00:48:32,958
- Yes, Ramiro is horrible.
Javier?
615
00:48:33,127 --> 00:48:34,196
-Javier? Samuel?
616
00:48:34,367 --> 00:48:37,006
- Samuel Lastra?
- Don't involve your last name.
617
00:48:37,167 --> 00:48:39,886
- Right, but it's better than Martinez.
Samuel Lastra Martinez.
618
00:48:40,047 --> 00:48:41,400
- What if it's a girl?
- Lucia.
619
00:48:41,567 --> 00:48:43,080
- There are thousands of Lucias out there...
620
00:48:43,247 --> 00:48:45,124
-Sandra.
- Sounds a lot like Andrea.
621
00:48:45,287 --> 00:48:46,561
- Irene.
- Not Irene.
622
00:48:46,727 --> 00:48:48,843
- Why not? Why not?
623
00:48:49,567 --> 00:48:50,886
- I like Marina.
- Marina?
624
00:48:51,167 --> 00:48:53,556
- I like the sound.
"Hello, Marina!"
625
00:48:54,647 --> 00:48:57,480
- We can put her in a French school
or Italian.
626
00:48:58,607 --> 00:49:01,485
- No, I prefer a normal school.
If not they end up weird...
627
00:49:03,527 --> 00:49:05,358
- I would take him hiking
in your walker,
628
00:49:05,927 --> 00:49:07,918
read stories to him,
take him to see movies...
629
00:49:08,727 --> 00:49:12,083
When he grows up I will teach him about
the birds and the bees and those things...
630
00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:15,365
- If I'm pregnant,
We should look for another apartment.
631
00:50:02,367 --> 00:50:05,325
Nothing depresses a person in love more
than being made a fool of.
632
00:50:05,567 --> 00:50:08,035
What does it mean
remind them that they are in a game.
633
00:50:08,567 --> 00:50:12,355
Although the seriousness of the game
can hurt for life.
634
00:50:16,407 --> 00:50:19,126
- A year? In Canada?
635
00:50:21,047 --> 00:50:23,242
You couldn't choose a place
further than this?
636
00:50:24,767 --> 00:50:27,281
- There were no vacancies in New Zealand...
637
00:50:28,407 --> 00:50:31,763
Seriously, I need a change of scenery.
See other places.
638
00:50:32,687 --> 00:50:36,566
It helps to see things from another perspective.
639
00:50:38,127 --> 00:50:40,038
- You're an idiot.
- Why?
640
00:50:40,367 --> 00:50:42,358
- Why would you leave
without telling me anything.
641
00:50:42,527 --> 00:50:45,963
- I was going to tell you,
but when it was certain.
642
00:50:47,927 --> 00:50:49,679
- You didn't answer my email.
643
00:50:50,087 --> 00:50:52,885
- And you didn't call me.
- I apologized via email...
644
00:50:53,847 --> 00:50:56,122
- You're right.
645
00:50:58,207 --> 00:50:59,686
- I was going to write to you.
646
00:51:01,047 --> 00:51:01,877
- Ahem...
647
00:51:13,567 --> 00:51:15,683
- Hello. How are you?
648
00:51:17,047 --> 00:51:18,162
Well, well.
649
00:51:19,327 --> 00:51:22,399
No, I'm with a friend now.
650
00:51:23,567 --> 00:51:26,240
I'll call you later
and we talked. Right.
651
00:51:26,647 --> 00:51:29,286
Yes, it's fine with me.
Anytime. Perfect.
652
00:51:29,847 --> 00:51:33,601
Okay, I'll call you later.
Yes, right.
653
00:51:34,407 --> 00:51:36,125
I'll talk to you later.
Goodbye.
654
00:51:38,927 --> 00:51:41,885
- You look good.
- Honestly, I'm doing very well.
655
00:51:44,367 --> 00:51:47,006
- I like that building.
- That one there?
656
00:51:48,087 --> 00:51:49,520
- I always catch myself watching him.
657
00:51:50,767 --> 00:51:53,235
Some people say he hides
the Almudena, but...
658
00:51:53,567 --> 00:51:55,319
I think you're doing us a big favor.
659
00:51:55,847 --> 00:51:57,485
I like it, it's an ordinary building
660
00:51:57,647 --> 00:51:59,922
built on the ruins of
Muralla de San Reymondo.
661
00:52:02,087 --> 00:52:03,122
What it was?
662
00:52:03,927 --> 00:52:06,316
- Nothing, it's just funny.
- What's funny?
663
00:52:06,647 --> 00:52:09,445
Every time we see each other now,
you talk about buildings,
664
00:52:09,727 --> 00:52:12,764
squares, fountains...
You didn't used to do this before.
665
00:52:12,967 --> 00:52:16,323
- Yes, I used to. But I can say
that you weren't interested.
666
00:52:16,967 --> 00:52:18,559
You pretended to be,
which is worse.
667
00:52:18,727 --> 00:52:20,285
- Lie.
- No.
668
00:52:20,447 --> 00:52:24,360
- It's exactly how I always felt,
you spoke more to yourself than to me.
669
00:52:25,007 --> 00:52:26,122
- Really?
- Yes.
670
00:52:27,927 --> 00:52:30,122
- It's possible.
But it doesn't matter.
671
00:52:32,847 --> 00:52:36,237
The other day I went to a lecture
by a Swedish architect who enchanted me.
672
00:52:36,567 --> 00:52:37,204
- Really?
673
00:52:37,647 --> 00:52:40,639
- He signed up for a contest
created by the government in Rome
674
00:52:40,807 --> 00:52:43,162
to remodel one of its squares.
675
00:52:43,367 --> 00:52:47,360
Architects from around the world
proposed different projects.
676
00:52:48,207 --> 00:52:51,563
He said he went to Rome,
677
00:52:51,727 --> 00:52:53,957
for a week, to see her.
He walked for hours for it.
678
00:52:54,127 --> 00:52:56,163
He studied it, experienced it.
679
00:52:57,927 --> 00:53:00,316
And before considering
thousands of ideas,
680
00:53:01,007 --> 00:53:03,441
he came to the conclusion that
the square was fine as it was.
681
00:53:04,327 --> 00:53:07,763
He found no reason to change her
or to make it better.
682
00:53:07,927 --> 00:53:09,883
He liked her exactly as she was.
683
00:53:10,047 --> 00:53:12,766
And this was his proposal:
don't touch it.
684
00:53:13,047 --> 00:53:15,277
- Good.
- I thought it was brilliant.
685
00:53:16,567 --> 00:53:18,444
The fuck is that he didn't win...
686
00:53:19,327 --> 00:53:22,285
Many architects just want to create
spectacular things...
687
00:53:22,447 --> 00:53:24,324
and they don't even know why.
Sometimes it's good.
688
00:53:24,487 --> 00:53:28,196
Change can be a good thing.
But sometimes it isn't.
689
00:53:29,127 --> 00:53:30,162
It's unnecessary...
690
00:53:30,727 --> 00:53:32,479
Am I boring you?
- No.
691
00:53:32,887 --> 00:53:35,321
- I'm boring you.
Forget it, I'm boring you...
692
00:53:35,607 --> 00:53:36,835
- No, it's just...
693
00:53:37,967 --> 00:53:38,843
- Get up.
694
00:53:41,127 --> 00:53:43,880
- Oh, I have something for you.
It's just a little thing...
695
00:53:44,407 --> 00:53:45,806
I passed by a stationery store and...
696
00:53:51,727 --> 00:53:54,241
- Why?
- It's nothing, really.
697
00:53:58,807 --> 00:54:01,116
- Great. Very cool.
698
00:54:01,407 --> 00:54:02,522
- Did you like it?
- Yes.
699
00:54:02,687 --> 00:54:04,245
- Don't open it now!
- No.
700
00:54:04,407 --> 00:54:07,080
- No, no, no, no...
- Okay, I won't open it.
701
00:54:08,087 --> 00:54:08,883
Thanks.
702
00:54:16,607 --> 00:54:19,519
- What are you doing?
- Kissing you. Does it bother you?
703
00:54:23,847 --> 00:54:25,280
Honestly, no. Not really...
704
00:55:43,407 --> 00:55:44,283
- Hey...
705
00:55:45,367 --> 00:55:47,164
Why did you take the photo of the bathroom?
706
00:55:49,967 --> 00:55:52,162
- Because I didn't want to see her
every morning.
707
00:55:53,087 --> 00:55:55,043
- Trying to erase me, right?
708
00:56:10,967 --> 00:56:12,446
- I'm not going to Canada.
709
00:56:14,607 --> 00:56:15,357
- What?
710
00:56:16,687 --> 00:56:18,166
- What am I going to do there?
711
00:56:20,367 --> 00:56:21,516
- I don't know.
712
00:56:22,607 --> 00:56:24,723
- You didn't say you needed it
of a change of scenery?
713
00:56:24,887 --> 00:56:26,764
- Yes, but I changed my mind.
714
00:56:27,407 --> 00:56:29,716
- Did you change your mind?
- Yes.
715
00:56:30,887 --> 00:56:31,876
- When?
716
00:56:32,407 --> 00:56:34,523
- I don't know.
Right now.
717
00:56:36,047 --> 00:56:37,924
- And anyway,
I don't want to be a teacher.
718
00:56:38,487 --> 00:56:40,284
I never wanted to teach.
719
00:56:41,247 --> 00:56:44,557
A boys' school at the North Pole?
How idiotic!
720
00:56:45,687 --> 00:56:48,121
- Ramiro, you're crazy.
- Why?
721
00:56:49,167 --> 00:56:52,762
- Just because. You can't do that.
- Do what?
722
00:56:53,407 --> 00:56:55,523
- Changing your mind like that.
It's absurd.
723
00:56:55,807 --> 00:56:58,367
It's absurd for me to go to Canada.
I prefer to be with you.
724
00:56:58,927 --> 00:57:00,076
- You're making fun of me.
725
00:57:00,847 --> 00:57:03,281
You said you wanted to see the world
from another perspective.
726
00:57:03,607 --> 00:57:06,838
- It doesn't make any difference.
- Yes, it does. Yes it does.
727
00:57:07,847 --> 00:57:10,839
You can't change your mind like that
Just because you fucked up once.
728
00:57:12,327 --> 00:57:15,637
- Do you really think I would fuck you?
and would it just disappear?
729
00:57:17,207 --> 00:57:18,322
- No, no.
730
00:57:21,607 --> 00:57:24,883
- Or was it my departure that made you want
fuck me one last time?
731
00:57:25,807 --> 00:57:28,799
- You kissed me first.
- Yes, so what?
732
00:57:30,087 --> 00:57:32,885
- I don't know. I don't know.
733
00:57:34,887 --> 00:57:36,525
I thought it was different...
734
00:57:36,767 --> 00:57:39,361
- Did you think anything was different?
- You.
735
00:57:39,847 --> 00:57:42,441
- I thought I had changed.
- How?
736
00:57:44,167 --> 00:57:46,840
- Better.
I thought it was better.
737
00:57:48,527 --> 00:57:49,642
- Of course, I understand.
738
00:57:49,847 --> 00:57:52,680
You fucked me because you saw me
less in love with you,
739
00:57:52,847 --> 00:57:54,200
thinking about travel...
740
00:57:55,207 --> 00:57:57,880
- Maybe it was what you wanted me to see,
with all this shit about Canada.
741
00:57:58,047 --> 00:57:59,878
- The "shit about Canada" is real.
742
00:58:01,287 --> 00:58:02,117
- Is it true now?
- Yes.
743
00:58:02,287 --> 00:58:04,642
- Less bad.
- Yes, less bad.
744
00:58:05,047 --> 00:58:07,117
Because if I stay here,
you can appear.
745
00:58:20,647 --> 00:58:23,719
- Hey. What is the "white snapper" doing here?
746
00:58:25,607 --> 00:58:28,246
Where was she?
- I don't know.
747
00:58:28,567 --> 00:58:31,843
- Did you put it here?
- I don't know, Ramiro.
748
00:58:32,887 --> 00:58:35,003
- I thought I lost her...
- You can stay.
749
00:58:35,167 --> 00:58:37,522
- I don't want her.
Now I know where she is.
750
00:58:37,687 --> 00:58:39,882
- I really don't care.
Take it with you.
751
00:58:40,047 --> 00:58:41,526
- You can keep it.
- Ramiro...
752
00:58:41,687 --> 00:58:43,996
- I didn't mean to...
- But...
753
00:59:09,607 --> 00:59:14,727
V. LIFE BEFORE
THAT WON'T COME BACK
754
00:59:18,167 --> 00:59:20,397
- Ramiro, what brings you here?
755
00:59:21,087 --> 00:59:22,122
- Hello, Nico.
756
00:59:24,047 --> 00:59:25,844
- How long we don't see each other.
- Yes.
757
00:59:26,447 --> 00:59:27,641
- Come in, come in!
758
00:59:34,367 --> 00:59:35,846
- You look good.
- You too.
759
00:59:36,007 --> 00:59:37,122
- You look the same as always.
760
00:59:37,287 --> 00:59:39,403
- Do you want something to drink?
- Yes.
761
00:59:39,567 --> 00:59:42,400
- I have Coca-Cola, water, juice,
Diet Coke...
762
00:59:43,287 --> 00:59:46,757
- A glass of water. I would call you
but I lost your number.
763
00:59:46,927 --> 00:59:48,724
- A few weeks later and you wouldn't find me.
764
00:59:48,887 --> 00:59:50,605
I'm moving.
- Really?
765
00:59:50,767 --> 00:59:53,565
- Yes, with my girl.
We bought a house in the suburbs.
766
00:59:53,727 --> 00:59:57,322
It's beautiful, with a garden in the back
and everything else. Amazing.
767
00:59:57,967 --> 01:00:01,721
Our family members helped us.
It was a wonderful opportunity.
768
01:00:02,607 --> 01:00:05,519
It is 48 kilometers from Madrid,
without city streets.
769
01:00:05,847 --> 01:00:07,883
We can still see them being built.
770
01:00:10,447 --> 01:00:11,800
We got the keys in two weeks.
771
01:00:11,967 --> 01:00:14,720
- This is great.
- We are very excited.
772
01:00:22,127 --> 01:00:24,436
- I think I saw them, you and your girlfriend,
on the street the other day.
773
01:00:24,607 --> 01:00:25,801
- Yes, Vicky.
774
01:00:26,367 --> 01:00:28,323
Next month we will complete four years, but...
775
01:00:28,967 --> 01:00:31,959
It feels like we just met.
It's unbelievable.
776
01:00:32,447 --> 01:00:35,439
She is wonderful.
We don't wait to have a baby,
777
01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:39,044
but we're holding on until
We settled in the new house.
778
01:00:39,207 --> 01:00:39,844
- Of course.
779
01:00:40,007 --> 01:00:42,999
- Vicky just got promoted.
We work at the same company.
780
01:00:43,207 --> 01:00:44,242
- No kidding?
- Seriously.
781
01:00:44,447 --> 01:00:47,086
She is the production coordinator
and I'm a designer.
782
01:00:47,287 --> 01:00:51,280
It is a video game manufacturer.
- You studied Mathematics, right?
783
01:00:52,047 --> 01:00:55,676
- Yes, but I switched to Information Technology
in my second year.
784
01:00:56,287 --> 01:00:58,323
I didn't want to end up teaching...
- Right.
785
01:01:09,367 --> 01:01:10,482
- So, how are you?
786
01:01:12,327 --> 01:01:13,555
What brings you here?
787
01:01:14,287 --> 01:01:16,596
- Well, we're neighbors again.
788
01:01:17,327 --> 01:01:19,477
I'm living with my mother and grandmother.
789
01:01:20,727 --> 01:01:22,683
Andrea and I broke up a few months ago.
790
01:01:22,887 --> 01:01:26,118
She stayed in the apartment where we lived
and I moved.
791
01:01:26,567 --> 01:01:28,398
I'm here until I find something.
792
01:01:29,927 --> 01:01:33,078
- That's terrible.
- No, we're doing well.
793
01:01:33,407 --> 01:01:34,965
Even though we're barely seeing each other.
794
01:01:35,327 --> 01:01:37,966
She is working in an architecture studio.
795
01:01:42,287 --> 01:01:43,436
- See, it's her.
796
01:01:44,087 --> 01:01:46,282
- It's with my mother,
buying furniture for the house
797
01:01:47,927 --> 01:01:49,121
Say, sweetheart?
798
01:01:50,607 --> 01:01:52,916
- Yes. Yes, yes.
799
01:01:57,767 --> 01:02:00,042
Let me give you the measurements again.
800
01:02:21,127 --> 01:02:21,957
Hello.
801
01:02:24,007 --> 01:02:25,918
- Raquel, I barely recognized you.
802
01:02:26,327 --> 01:02:28,795
- The last time you saw me
I was thirteen.
803
01:02:28,967 --> 01:02:30,320
- Okay, that was...
804
01:02:30,647 --> 01:02:32,205
- When you stole
my brother's girlfriend.
805
01:02:33,407 --> 01:02:34,886
- Yes, more or less.
806
01:02:37,807 --> 01:02:39,320
- Have you ever been to class?
Carlos Parrocha?
807
01:02:40,527 --> 01:02:42,165
You studied Philology, right?
808
01:02:42,527 --> 01:02:45,041
He's an idiot.
I'm doing a job for him.
809
01:02:45,207 --> 01:02:45,844
- About what?
810
01:02:46,007 --> 01:02:48,362
- Identity, autobiography and
the use of templates in Sender.
811
01:02:49,287 --> 01:02:51,847
- He gave me a good grade.
- He's despicable.
812
01:02:52,167 --> 01:02:54,044
He has little drops of saliva
on your lips.
813
01:02:55,487 --> 01:02:56,761
- It's true, how disgusting.
814
01:02:57,607 --> 01:03:01,077
- Have you already taken Rosario Marquez in grammar?
815
01:03:01,367 --> 01:03:04,439
- No. I have a teacher
very boring with grammar.
816
01:03:05,087 --> 01:03:07,237
He's cool, but he's not good at teaching.
817
01:03:07,447 --> 01:03:10,837
- The world of furniture!
Dishes, sheets, appliances...
818
01:03:11,007 --> 01:03:13,521
See who's here.
You remember Ramiro, don't you?
819
01:03:14,407 --> 01:03:16,079
She is studying Philology, just like you.
820
01:03:16,767 --> 01:03:18,758
- Did you graduate?
- Yes.
821
01:03:19,407 --> 01:03:22,240
- What are you doing now?
- I'm still in the bookstore.
822
01:03:24,607 --> 01:03:26,677
- I hope to find work someday.
823
01:03:28,647 --> 01:03:29,557
I went.
824
01:03:30,407 --> 01:03:32,318
- You told mom that
I would stay home to study.
825
01:03:32,607 --> 01:03:35,121
- I need to get some notes from Maria.
I won't be long.
826
01:03:35,607 --> 01:03:36,801
- You're the one who knows.
827
01:03:37,847 --> 01:03:39,360
- See you later.
- Goodbye.
828
01:03:41,967 --> 01:03:45,084
- I barely recognized her.
- She is a work of art.
829
01:03:47,047 --> 01:03:50,039
When did you and Andrea break up?
830
01:03:50,807 --> 01:03:54,083
- At the beginning of summer.
- Oh, right.
831
01:03:54,687 --> 01:03:56,484
I don't know if it was before or after that.
832
01:03:56,807 --> 01:03:59,640
I saw her on the street the other day
and she was great.
833
01:04:00,167 --> 01:04:01,361
I was radiant.
834
01:04:02,127 --> 01:04:04,083
But I don't know if they were still together.
835
01:04:06,007 --> 01:04:07,406
She didn't say anything.
836
01:04:10,447 --> 01:04:12,517
Ramiro and Nicolas
met at school.
837
01:04:13,287 --> 01:04:16,484
They were three months apart and
they considered themselves best friends.
838
01:04:17,127 --> 01:04:18,845
Ramiro was more popular with the girls.
839
01:04:19,207 --> 01:04:21,084
But Nico introduced him to Andrea.
840
01:04:21,447 --> 01:04:24,086
When Ramiro started seeing her
they walked away.
841
01:04:25,247 --> 01:04:28,922
Ramiro thought several times about recovering his friendship with Nico.
842
01:04:29,167 --> 01:04:30,919
But he never did
for this to happen.
843
01:04:31,487 --> 01:04:35,275
Seven years later, he realized they never had anything in common again.
844
01:04:52,407 --> 01:04:54,716
- You know, I read some of your poems.
845
01:04:55,927 --> 01:04:56,882
- No kidding.
846
01:04:57,647 --> 01:04:59,717
- Yes, I always thought you were a poet.
847
01:04:59,927 --> 01:05:02,885
- Well, there was a time when I was a poet.
848
01:05:03,327 --> 01:05:05,887
A retarded street poet...
849
01:05:07,047 --> 01:05:10,960
- Well, I liked them when I read them.
Even though I'm in love with you.
850
01:05:14,487 --> 01:05:17,160
- Don't act like an idiot, you know perfectly well.
- No.
851
01:05:17,447 --> 01:05:20,883
- You stole my diary, and it was all there.
Idiot.
852
01:05:21,047 --> 01:05:22,526
- Yes, I remember.
853
01:05:24,567 --> 01:05:26,717
- Honestly, if you ever
write again, let me know.
854
01:05:26,887 --> 01:05:30,482
My friends organize a party
and you could come any time...
855
01:05:30,887 --> 01:05:33,276
- Do you participate?
- No, I don't write.
856
01:05:33,927 --> 01:05:35,485
- You appear to be writing.
857
01:05:35,647 --> 01:05:36,716
- Really?
- Yes.
858
01:05:37,247 --> 01:05:40,876
- No, I never wrote poetry.
Although I have been writing short stories.
859
01:05:41,607 --> 01:05:43,643
- I would like to read them.
860
01:05:44,647 --> 01:05:48,037
- You let me read your poems
and I let you read my stories.
861
01:05:48,207 --> 01:05:50,960
- But I don't write anymore.
862
01:05:51,207 --> 01:05:52,879
- Liar.
- Really, I swear.
863
01:05:54,247 --> 01:05:55,396
- You want to know?
864
01:05:56,207 --> 01:05:58,641
You still look like
retarded street poet.
865
01:06:00,887 --> 01:06:02,081
Well, I have to go.
866
01:06:02,967 --> 01:06:05,003
See you around.
We are neighbors now.
867
01:07:06,727 --> 01:07:09,924
Ramiro stopped writing poems soon after
start going out with Andrea.
868
01:07:11,087 --> 01:07:14,284
He read them a while ago and didn't
they were as bad as he remembered.
869
01:07:17,567 --> 01:07:18,761
He wanted to write a new one.
870
01:07:19,927 --> 01:07:23,317
He opened the notebook Andrea gave him,
and read the dedication on the first page.
871
01:07:24,047 --> 01:07:25,480
A few lines from Alejandra Pizamik.
872
01:07:26,367 --> 01:07:28,437
We have to write for Nothing, for no one.
873
01:07:28,647 --> 01:07:31,366
The body remembers
a love as quick as the lighting of a lamp.
874
01:07:31,527 --> 01:07:33,438
In silence is temptation and promise.
875
01:08:14,007 --> 01:08:14,644
- So?
876
01:08:16,767 --> 01:08:18,997
Okay, you can tell me the truth.
877
01:08:19,887 --> 01:08:22,447
- I liked.
- No, really. You can be honest.
878
01:08:22,607 --> 01:08:25,758
- I'm being honest.
I really liked it.
879
01:08:27,487 --> 01:08:30,285
Yes, I think they are very good.
880
01:08:30,447 --> 01:08:32,005
- I want you to tell me the truth.
881
01:08:32,167 --> 01:08:34,761
- They are romantic. They're good.
- I wrote them a long time ago.
882
01:08:34,927 --> 01:08:37,919
- I can say that they have that...
883
01:08:38,687 --> 01:08:41,406
innocence, naivety.
They're good, I liked them.
884
01:08:43,327 --> 01:08:46,046
- I can see you didn't like it.
- Yes, I liked it.
885
01:08:46,887 --> 01:08:49,003
- Don't be a killjoy.
- I don't care.
886
01:08:49,567 --> 01:08:51,717
- A gift horse doesn't look at its teeth.
887
01:08:51,887 --> 01:08:54,879
- I know they're bad.
- They're incredible, Rami.
888
01:08:56,167 --> 01:08:58,522
Rami, they are incredible.
889
01:08:59,167 --> 01:09:01,317
They are magnificent.
890
01:09:03,047 --> 01:09:05,322
They are possibly the best I've read...
891
01:09:05,687 --> 01:09:07,757
in the last 15 years.
892
01:09:08,607 --> 01:09:11,963
Seriously, don't laugh.
Between you and Borges there is no difference.
893
01:09:12,407 --> 01:09:13,726
- Right, right.
- Don't touch me.
894
01:09:13,887 --> 01:09:17,243
Don't touch me, because
I can't believe you're here.
895
01:09:17,407 --> 01:09:20,160
If it touches me,
My heart quickens.
896
01:09:20,367 --> 01:09:21,959
Right now I'm feeling a pang.
897
01:10:00,287 --> 01:10:02,926
Ramiro remembered the last poem
which he wrote.
898
01:10:04,567 --> 01:10:07,684
About the time spent waiting
to people you are in love with.
899
01:10:08,567 --> 01:10:12,162
He had the idea one day
where Andrea made him wait.
900
01:10:12,887 --> 01:10:15,447
She always made excuses
which were more or less convincing
901
01:10:15,607 --> 01:10:18,121
and Ramiro threatened to keep her waiting.
902
01:10:19,927 --> 01:10:23,078
Once he decided to do it
believe that he really had kept her waiting.
903
01:10:34,407 --> 01:10:39,162
VI. RELEASING BULLET
904
01:10:46,967 --> 01:10:49,242
- Ramiro, there's a girl here
looking for you.
905
01:10:49,887 --> 01:10:50,524
- I?
906
01:11:03,847 --> 01:11:04,677
- Hello.
907
01:11:05,567 --> 01:11:08,400
- How is this book?
- I haven't read it yet.
908
01:11:10,687 --> 01:11:13,565
- So you are the typical salesman
who doesn't know your products.
909
01:11:14,167 --> 01:11:16,442
- Yes, I live in absolute ignorance.
910
01:11:16,807 --> 01:11:19,605
- Others recommend books
who haven't read it.
911
01:11:19,767 --> 01:11:21,917
- Especially if they cost more than 25 euros.
912
01:11:23,127 --> 01:11:24,606
Would you recommend this one?
913
01:11:24,767 --> 01:11:28,555
- Yes, this one has a modest history.
It's sad, but funny.
914
01:11:30,087 --> 01:11:31,998
- You don't recommend many books, do you?
915
01:11:32,367 --> 01:11:35,996
- Only if you ask me.
- I came to return the poems to you.
916
01:11:36,407 --> 01:11:39,922
- Which means you didn't like it.
- Yes, but I made some corrections.
917
01:11:40,287 --> 01:11:41,402
- Really?
- No.
918
01:11:41,927 --> 01:11:45,636
Not now, I'm dying of shame.
- They're rubbish, aren't they?
919
01:11:47,447 --> 01:11:49,403
- Do you want me to tell you the truth?
920
01:11:51,927 --> 01:11:53,565
- Luismi, I'll be right back.
921
01:11:53,887 --> 01:11:57,800
- Goodbye.
- Goodbye. Feel free!
922
01:12:01,087 --> 01:12:04,045
- I like your bookstore.
- It's not mine, it's my uncle's.
923
01:12:04,447 --> 01:12:06,324
- Your grandmother told me where to find you.
924
01:12:06,487 --> 01:12:10,002
- Right.
I want to hear your critique.
925
01:12:11,047 --> 01:12:13,163
- It's not easy to talk about poetry.
926
01:12:13,967 --> 01:12:17,926
But I really liked them all.
Especially two of them, which are very good.
927
01:12:19,727 --> 01:12:21,922
But some I liked less.
928
01:12:22,247 --> 01:12:25,159
Those that are more transparent.
929
01:12:26,567 --> 01:12:27,886
- Transparent.
- Yes.
930
01:12:28,087 --> 01:12:30,282
Yes, I like poetry that is more suggestive.
931
01:12:30,527 --> 01:12:33,087
I think allusions work better.
- Yes, I already got it.
932
01:12:34,327 --> 01:12:36,318
is one of those who prefer poetry that
is not understood.
933
01:12:36,647 --> 01:12:38,763
No, but I like to keep things
a little mysterious.
934
01:12:39,487 --> 01:12:41,637
Even because emotion in art is impersonal.
935
01:12:43,207 --> 01:12:46,005
- Right, that's not my phrase.
I don't remember who said it, but...
936
01:12:46,767 --> 01:12:50,806
What I mean is, I like it better
when the poet does not expose himself in such an obvious way.
937
01:12:51,407 --> 01:12:54,205
- Right.
- You always choose the same themes.
938
01:12:54,367 --> 01:12:56,403
Love, sex...
Isn't there anything else going on in your head?
939
01:12:56,567 --> 01:12:59,684
- I don't know others...
These are my themes.
940
01:13:00,047 --> 01:13:01,480
- I see.
941
01:13:02,927 --> 01:13:06,886
I remember one...
I think there's a little bit missing...
942
01:13:08,007 --> 01:13:10,885
political elaboration.
- Poetic elaboration.
943
01:13:12,087 --> 01:13:15,204
- Yes. We left them at the store, but...
944
01:13:15,807 --> 01:13:17,240
- I think I remember.
- No, please.
945
01:13:17,407 --> 01:13:18,760
- Yes.
- No, it's fine.
946
01:13:19,047 --> 01:13:20,400
- It was something like...
947
01:13:20,927 --> 01:13:22,326
- "Your breasts..."
- No.
948
01:13:22,767 --> 01:13:24,200
- "Your lips..."
- Come on, they're not that bad.
949
01:13:24,367 --> 01:13:26,164
- "Your ass..."
- They're not that bad.
950
01:13:26,527 --> 01:13:29,121
- And so on...
- Did you bring your stories?
951
01:13:29,447 --> 01:13:30,641
- No.
- You knew.
952
01:13:30,967 --> 01:13:32,525
- Do you want me to bring you
953
01:13:32,687 --> 01:13:35,520
anything, so you can tear me to pieces.
954
01:13:35,767 --> 01:13:38,565
- On the contrary.
I would say I liked them, even if I didn't.
955
01:13:39,447 --> 01:13:41,005
- You're pissed.
- No, I'm not.
956
01:13:41,287 --> 01:13:42,879
- You're pissed...
- No.
957
01:13:43,127 --> 01:13:46,039
- It can't be like that.
- No, I think you're right.
958
01:13:46,247 --> 01:13:47,316
- No, no, no.
959
01:13:47,487 --> 01:13:50,206
If you took his poems,
put them in an envelope
960
01:13:50,487 --> 01:13:52,603
and handed it over to me, that's why
you like them.
961
01:13:52,807 --> 01:13:54,160
So now you have to defend them.
962
01:13:54,327 --> 01:13:56,887
- You have nothing better to do
than come here and massacre me.
963
01:13:57,367 --> 01:14:00,916
- I have syntax class
But this is more fun
964
01:14:01,087 --> 01:14:04,636
- So you skipped syntax class
to come here and be a literary critic?
965
01:14:05,247 --> 01:14:06,123
- Yes.
966
01:14:08,287 --> 01:14:09,037
- No.
967
01:14:10,487 --> 01:14:14,082
- Syntax is a fundamental discipline.
You better go back.
968
01:14:15,207 --> 01:14:16,606
What time is your class?
969
01:14:17,167 --> 01:14:18,998
- At six.
- You can still watch it.
970
01:14:21,327 --> 01:14:23,841
- I see you're worried about my future.
971
01:14:24,727 --> 01:14:27,161
So I better go.
See you later.
972
01:14:44,287 --> 01:14:45,242
- What are you doing?
973
01:14:46,367 --> 01:14:47,595
- What?
- Are you crazy?
974
01:14:51,807 --> 01:14:54,799
I saw you left them there
and I thought I could read them.
975
01:14:55,487 --> 01:14:58,559
- I didn't give you permission.
- Then why did you write them?
976
01:14:58,847 --> 01:15:01,202
For people to read.
That's why you write.
977
01:15:01,527 --> 01:15:04,405
Ramiro, for that.
- I wrote them a long time ago.
978
01:15:04,767 --> 01:15:06,405
- Have you ever thought about publishing them?
979
01:15:07,167 --> 01:15:08,805
- I didn't think about shit.
980
01:15:09,327 --> 01:15:12,637
- I know a company that works with
small publications and small edition books.
981
01:15:12,807 --> 01:15:16,197
- We can make a limited edition.
- I'm not going to publish them.
982
01:15:16,727 --> 01:15:18,957
- Thousands of books are published in
Spain every year.
983
01:15:19,127 --> 01:15:20,640
Why don't you publish one?
984
01:15:24,567 --> 01:15:27,127
Where are you going?
985
01:15:27,927 --> 01:15:30,395
In fact, they are very good.
986
01:16:43,807 --> 01:16:45,923
- You know we're getting into trouble.
987
01:16:46,967 --> 01:16:49,401
We could never be one
normal couple.
988
01:16:50,727 --> 01:16:52,604
We'll have to hide out there.
989
01:16:53,327 --> 01:16:55,921
It would be a clandestine relationship,
as lovers do.
990
01:16:57,567 --> 01:17:00,604
We would have to fuck in the car,
in hotels, we meet in other cities...
991
01:17:03,967 --> 01:17:05,844
I've never had a relationship like that.
992
01:17:09,407 --> 01:17:12,524
Imagine you coming home one day
and tell your brother, "Hi, Nico.
993
01:17:13,087 --> 01:17:15,043
This is my new boyfriend."
994
01:17:15,687 --> 01:17:16,915
He opens the door and there I am.
995
01:17:18,007 --> 01:17:19,998
Can you imagine that?
- No.
996
01:17:30,727 --> 01:17:32,001
- I'm going to Canada.
997
01:17:33,847 --> 01:17:36,281
- Are you going to Canada?
Now?
998
01:17:37,287 --> 01:17:38,606
- No, in September.
999
01:17:39,087 --> 01:17:41,647
I'm going to teach at a college.
1000
01:17:44,967 --> 01:17:46,525
- I can't imagine you teaching.
1001
01:17:48,047 --> 01:17:49,844
- You can't. Why not?
1002
01:17:50,687 --> 01:17:52,200
- I don't know, it doesn't fit you.
1003
01:17:52,887 --> 01:17:54,764
- Why doesn't it fit me?
1004
01:17:55,847 --> 01:17:56,802
- I don't know.
1005
01:18:02,847 --> 01:18:04,246
- Do you want me to drop you off somewhere?
1006
01:18:07,447 --> 01:18:08,163
- Yes.
1007
01:18:09,367 --> 01:18:12,120
- Spouses are obliged to
live together, remain faithful,
1008
01:18:12,287 --> 01:18:16,246
and helping each other mutually, as well as
dividing household tasks
1009
01:18:16,407 --> 01:18:20,116
and caring for any other family member
in their responsibilities.
1010
01:18:20,447 --> 01:18:21,721
Ramiro Lastra Garcia,
1011
01:18:21,887 --> 01:18:25,118
Do you accept Silvia Esther Delgado
like your wife?
1012
01:18:25,567 --> 01:18:26,602
- Yes.
- Right.
1013
01:18:26,767 --> 01:18:30,123
Silvia Esther Delgado, do you accept
Ramiro Lastra Garcia as your husband?
1014
01:18:30,327 --> 01:18:31,965
- Yes, I accept.
- Okay, then.
1015
01:18:32,127 --> 01:18:35,483
By the authority vested in me
I pronounce you husband and wife.
1016
01:18:35,647 --> 01:18:37,160
May they be very happy, really.
1017
01:18:41,127 --> 01:18:43,322
- "The stranger in our body
1018
01:18:43,607 --> 01:18:46,519
It is submission to the rules of symmetry.
1019
01:18:47,087 --> 01:18:50,682
we have two eyes, two ears,
two nasal holes,
1020
01:18:50,847 --> 01:18:53,964
two pairs of numerically exact teeth,
1021
01:18:54,607 --> 01:18:57,167
two tonsils, two clavicles,
two bronchi,
1022
01:18:57,327 --> 01:18:59,318
two lungs, two shoulder blades,
1023
01:18:59,687 --> 01:19:02,565
two nipples, two arms, two kidneys,
1024
01:19:02,847 --> 01:19:04,485
two thighs, two buttocks,
1025
01:19:04,647 --> 01:19:06,763
two legs, two testicles,
1026
01:19:06,927 --> 01:19:10,476
two hands, two feet,
two ribs.
1027
01:19:11,607 --> 01:19:14,724
Who imposed this binary order,
apparently identical,
1028
01:19:14,887 --> 01:19:16,843
to future thinking?
1029
01:19:17,607 --> 01:19:20,565
What is the relationship between these pairs of organs,
1030
01:19:20,927 --> 01:19:23,236
or repeat members,
And those who are unique?
1031
01:19:23,727 --> 01:19:25,524
Like the tongue,
the esophagus,
1032
01:19:25,687 --> 01:19:27,962
the stomach, the heart, the liver,
1033
01:19:28,167 --> 01:19:30,123
the penis, the anus...
1034
01:19:32,007 --> 01:19:35,443
We are the combination of the lonely
and the whole.
1035
01:19:36,367 --> 01:19:39,882
Which seems to indicate that whatever created us was in doubt.
1036
01:19:40,647 --> 01:19:43,605
That, after all,
not knowing what to do,
1037
01:19:43,967 --> 01:19:46,800
opted for randomness, eclecticism."
1038
01:19:48,487 --> 01:19:50,364
- It's beautiful.
- Yes, yes.
1039
01:19:50,567 --> 01:19:52,762
And this book only costs 5 euros
1040
01:19:52,927 --> 01:19:55,725
and it is not an easy book to find.
1041
01:19:56,567 --> 01:19:58,876
Do you have anything by Federico Garc�a Lorca?
1042
01:19:59,047 --> 01:20:00,605
Hmmm, yes. Federico...
1043
01:20:00,967 --> 01:20:03,117
- Federico...
- Lorca, right?
1044
01:20:03,647 --> 01:20:04,477
Yes.
1045
01:20:07,807 --> 01:20:10,526
- See, here is the entire Spanish Poetry section.
1046
01:20:10,687 --> 01:20:11,881
- How is Silvia?
1047
01:20:12,567 --> 01:20:14,876
- Is she happy?
- Yes.
1048
01:20:16,647 --> 01:20:17,477
He's happy.
1049
01:20:18,567 --> 01:20:21,559
- But you're pissed why you didn't go.
- But why?
1050
01:20:22,007 --> 01:20:25,363
It's just a process, right?
1051
01:20:25,767 --> 01:20:27,519
You were supposed to be the witness.
1052
01:20:30,527 --> 01:20:33,678
- The only thing I think is
that you have to be careful with her now.
1053
01:20:34,367 --> 01:20:35,083
- Why?
1054
01:20:35,327 --> 01:20:38,285
- You should fuck another girl
to avoid any confusion.
1055
01:20:38,887 --> 01:20:40,684
- Everyone is at the bar celebrating
Let's go.
1056
01:20:40,847 --> 01:20:44,044
- You go. I'll stop by later.
- Come on, Lucas.
1057
01:20:44,447 --> 01:20:47,120
Come, let's go!
- No, you see. In truth.
1058
01:20:48,247 --> 01:20:49,919
- Have you ever written a love letter?
1059
01:20:50,927 --> 01:20:52,360
- Why are you asking me this now?
1060
01:20:52,527 --> 01:20:54,643
Why didn't you ever write
a love letter in your fucking life?!
1061
01:20:54,807 --> 01:20:57,719
It's like Pessoa said.
Love letters are ridiculous
1062
01:20:58,087 --> 01:21:00,840
But after all, it's really ridiculous
It's someone who has never written a love letter.
1063
01:21:03,687 --> 01:21:06,406
- Fantastic.
You are more romantic than me.
1064
01:21:06,567 --> 01:21:09,206
You, who ends up with a girl
and it’s like “oh oh oh oh oh oh”.
1065
01:21:09,527 --> 01:21:13,122
It passes all the time
being a melancholy bitch, Ramiro.
1066
01:21:13,887 --> 01:21:17,516
So you fuck these wonderful girls
1067
01:21:17,687 --> 01:21:19,643
and doesn't give a damn.
1068
01:21:20,007 --> 01:21:22,157
Why can't you get out of this shit.
1069
01:21:22,647 --> 01:21:25,161
- It would be fine if you stopped using the verb
"fuck" a little.
1070
01:21:31,567 --> 01:21:32,966
- Hey, man. How are you?
1071
01:21:33,607 --> 01:21:36,644
Hey whats up?
I haven't seen you in a while!
1072
01:21:37,047 --> 01:21:38,526
- How about some beers?
1073
01:23:48,767 --> 01:23:50,837
When Ramiro and Andrea
decided to break up
1074
01:23:51,047 --> 01:23:53,038
there were no arguments
no censorship.
1075
01:23:53,767 --> 01:23:57,077
Just a feeling of sadness
which lasted for a few days.
1076
01:23:59,447 --> 01:24:01,915
They broke up
but they continued living together.
1077
01:24:16,327 --> 01:24:19,046
Andrea said something about
leave the city for a while.
1078
01:24:19,767 --> 01:24:21,564
She always wanted
live in another city
1079
01:24:21,727 --> 01:24:23,763
and thought that the distance
would do them good.
1080
01:24:24,407 --> 01:24:27,160
Ramiro agreed,
but the idea scared him at the same time.
1081
01:24:31,087 --> 01:24:33,317
One night
Ramiro didn't come home
1082
01:24:34,167 --> 01:24:37,603
Met up with some friends and
he ended up drinking in a bar and arrived home during the day.
1083
01:24:39,327 --> 01:24:42,763
Andrea stayed at home, drawing all night
and wasting time.
1084
01:24:43,727 --> 01:24:46,195
She fell asleep a little earlier
for Ramiro to get home.
1085
01:25:39,647 --> 01:25:42,684
- Did you sleep?
- I believe so.
1086
01:27:09,047 --> 01:27:09,797
- Hello.
- Hi.
1087
01:27:09,967 --> 01:27:11,559
- How are things?
1088
01:27:13,727 --> 01:27:14,637
- Look.
1089
01:27:15,727 --> 01:27:17,718
All this art
1090
01:27:18,167 --> 01:27:20,556
will become obsolete because
of the internet.
1091
01:27:20,727 --> 01:27:24,720
Thanks to this we have the Bible,
the Greeks, Cervantes,
1092
01:27:25,767 --> 01:27:26,882
the encyclopedias...
1093
01:27:28,000 --> 01:27:28,750
A shame.
1094
01:27:32,207 --> 01:27:34,482
See, see. See how beautiful it is.
It's exciting.
1095
01:27:35,127 --> 01:27:37,277
Your first book
It will always be your first book.
1096
01:27:37,447 --> 01:27:39,517
It's a moment you won't forget.
1097
01:27:41,367 --> 01:27:42,720
Ramiro, come here.
1098
01:27:43,767 --> 01:27:45,485
- Here is the first box.
1099
01:27:49,207 --> 01:27:50,356
- Look how beautiful!
1100
01:27:50,727 --> 01:27:53,605
It looks great!
- There are 50 copies in each box.
1101
01:27:53,767 --> 01:27:55,280
- How many boxes are there?
- Dec.
1102
01:27:58,167 --> 01:28:02,080
- The smell is good. Means
that there is something good inside.
1103
01:28:03,447 --> 01:28:05,836
No, well no. Very good.
1104
01:28:09,687 --> 01:28:12,281
- I think there's a mistake.
1105
01:28:13,087 --> 01:28:15,442
- What it was?
- The name is wrong.
1106
01:28:16,167 --> 01:28:18,203
- What do you mean?
- It says "Ramiro Bala".
1107
01:28:18,367 --> 01:28:19,641
- What it was?
- It says "ballast" (bullet).
1108
01:28:19,807 --> 01:28:21,320
- One moment.
1109
01:28:21,687 --> 01:28:24,679
Yes. It's not "ballast", it's "Lastra".
Ramiro Lastra, with "A".
1110
01:28:24,847 --> 01:28:27,680
- Yes of course.
� "Lastra", with "A".
1111
01:28:28,127 --> 01:28:31,676
How did this happen, Miguel?
1112
01:28:32,767 --> 01:28:36,601
� Lastra, with "A".
1113
01:28:37,487 --> 01:28:39,921
Lastra, with "A".
Of course it is....
1114
01:28:41,567 --> 01:28:44,445
RAMIRO BALA
TRANSPARENT LOVE
1115
01:28:53,247 --> 01:28:54,805
- It's not a big deal.
1116
01:28:55,727 --> 01:28:57,718
Nobody notices these things.
1117
01:28:59,327 --> 01:29:03,320
If we don't say anything,
no one will notice.
1118
01:29:07,847 --> 01:29:10,645
In fact, if you think about it,
1119
01:29:10,967 --> 01:29:12,400
It's not such a serious change.
1120
01:29:12,687 --> 01:29:15,884
It doesn't change the meaning.
Ballast, Ballast...
1121
01:29:20,447 --> 01:29:23,325
All books have errors.
All of them.
1122
01:29:23,847 --> 01:29:25,439
- Mine has one on the cover...
1123
01:29:27,007 --> 01:29:30,124
- See, the first edition of Ulysses
1124
01:29:32,007 --> 01:29:34,441
was full of errors. Tons.
1125
01:29:39,887 --> 01:29:42,560
I should have checked the layout again...
1126
01:30:11,927 --> 01:30:16,682
VII. TRANSPARENT LOVE
1127
01:30:53,207 --> 01:30:54,799
- You have to autograph a copy for me.
- Hi.
1128
01:30:55,367 --> 01:30:57,119
- Hi.
- I thought you wouldn't come.
1129
01:30:57,287 --> 01:30:59,482
- Sorry, I left work really late.
- How are you?
1130
01:30:59,807 --> 01:31:01,684
- Good. Happy to see you.
1131
01:31:04,727 --> 01:31:07,321
- Wait. Let's go somewhere different.
1132
01:31:08,087 --> 01:31:09,236
- Yes?
- Yes.
1133
01:31:10,487 --> 01:31:11,283
Right.
1134
01:31:25,287 --> 01:31:28,199
"Ramiro Lastre".
It's actually funny, isn't it?
1135
01:31:28,967 --> 01:31:31,435
- Hey, you didn't autograph it.
- It's not easy.
1136
01:31:32,687 --> 01:31:34,564
- Where are we going?
- I don't know.
1137
01:31:37,367 --> 01:31:39,483
- What is that?
- A letter.
1138
01:31:39,967 --> 01:31:42,435
A letter I wrote to you.
Read.
1139
01:31:42,967 --> 01:31:45,527
I mean, not now.
Read later.
1140
01:31:45,687 --> 01:31:48,520
- Did you write me a letter?
- Yes. It was supposed to be an email.
1141
01:31:49,047 --> 01:31:51,402
But I ended up writing a letter.
1142
01:31:53,687 --> 01:31:55,405
It's a ridiculous letter.
1143
01:31:55,687 --> 01:31:58,406
And you will probably be unable
to read my handwriting...
1144
01:31:58,847 --> 01:32:02,396
Basically what I say is that I love you.
1145
01:32:02,847 --> 01:32:03,723
Very.
1146
01:32:05,287 --> 01:32:07,881
Don't laugh,
That's what I say in the letter.
1147
01:32:08,487 --> 01:32:11,797
I believe that if I continue to love you
after all that
1148
01:32:11,967 --> 01:32:14,197
I should tell you.
1149
01:32:14,727 --> 01:32:16,718
And I also think that now
It's time to tell you.
1150
01:32:18,327 --> 01:32:21,239
I don't know if this is a suitable time...
1151
01:32:21,567 --> 01:32:25,242
I don't know how you've been,
1152
01:32:25,407 --> 01:32:28,365
If you have a boyfriend or...
I haven't been thinking about it much.
1153
01:32:28,927 --> 01:32:30,997
And I'm not even saying
that we should stay together,
1154
01:32:31,447 --> 01:32:34,837
I'm just saying how I feel
Why I want you to know.
1155
01:32:35,247 --> 01:32:37,363
And I think I should tell you
1156
01:32:37,527 --> 01:32:39,563
all the things I didn't tell you
while we were together.
1157
01:32:40,567 --> 01:32:44,401
When we finished, I didn't even say
who loved you.
1158
01:32:44,807 --> 01:32:46,684
I don't know how you feel
regarding this now,
1159
01:32:47,007 --> 01:32:49,919
but I think we're done
it was the right thing to do.
1160
01:32:50,847 --> 01:32:54,237
It was probably the only thing
What could we have done, we were young
1161
01:32:54,607 --> 01:32:56,598
and we were together for years
1162
01:32:56,767 --> 01:32:59,440
and now we stay young
and not that much time has passed...
1163
01:32:59,607 --> 01:33:01,279
but it is distinct.
1164
01:33:02,967 --> 01:33:05,197
It's true that we still have a lot
to try...
1165
01:33:05,647 --> 01:33:08,115
But we don't know what, exactly.
I don't know about you...
1166
01:33:08,287 --> 01:33:11,882
but I don't want my life conditioned
to things that may or may not happen...
1167
01:33:12,047 --> 01:33:15,562
Who decided that they should be? Why?
It doesn't make sense...
1168
01:33:18,487 --> 01:33:20,876
I don't want to think about what I'm missing anymore.
1169
01:33:21,047 --> 01:33:23,277
We spend our lives thinking about
we are in other places.
1170
01:33:23,447 --> 01:33:24,800
It's absurd.
It's pure arrogance.
1171
01:33:24,967 --> 01:33:27,800
It just makes you unhappy...
It leads you to permanent frustration.
1172
01:33:29,847 --> 01:33:31,963
I don't want to see life
so, no more.
1173
01:33:32,607 --> 01:33:35,679
I would like to be happier
and make the most of what I have.
1174
01:33:36,967 --> 01:33:38,878
At least, to begin with. I don't know.
1175
01:33:39,687 --> 01:33:43,680
I love you, and I am very much in love with you.
And I always knew that.
1176
01:33:44,447 --> 01:33:47,359
But when we finished, I thought
that I could find a way to deny this.
1177
01:33:47,887 --> 01:33:49,206
I thought I could
1178
01:33:49,687 --> 01:33:52,599
leave you for other things
and I have no idea what they are.
1179
01:33:52,767 --> 01:33:55,042
All I know is that
HERE is where I want to be.
1180
01:33:55,207 --> 01:33:58,085
All I know is that I love you
and I am very much in love with you.
1181
01:33:58,527 --> 01:34:00,324
- You already said that.
- I know.
1182
01:34:00,487 --> 01:34:03,479
But it's been so long since I said that
and I would like to say this more often.
1183
01:34:03,647 --> 01:34:05,603
I would like to spend more time with you.
1184
01:34:05,767 --> 01:34:07,758
And love you better than before.
1185
01:34:08,287 --> 01:34:10,482
And if that's not what you want...
1186
01:34:10,847 --> 01:34:13,281
You will live your life
and I will live mine.
1187
01:34:13,767 --> 01:34:17,237
Well, that would suck.
I would feel terrible
1188
01:34:18,087 --> 01:34:22,080
but I know there are several others
women out there for me to like.
1189
01:34:22,727 --> 01:34:24,524
Women for me to love.
1190
01:34:25,687 --> 01:34:29,077
And many men out there besides me.
Men for you to love.
1191
01:34:29,447 --> 01:34:31,722
That they would have to love you too,
the sons of bitches...
1192
01:34:33,527 --> 01:34:36,485
It's not nostalgia either.
I remember the bad times!
1193
01:34:37,247 --> 01:34:38,680
Bad times we've had.
1194
01:34:38,847 --> 01:34:42,806
I know that if we start now, how
any couple, it may not work out.
1195
01:34:44,647 --> 01:34:46,444
But I don't want to think about that now.
1196
01:34:46,607 --> 01:34:49,360
Now I'm telling you this
and I'm happy with the "here" and the "now".
1197
01:34:49,967 --> 01:34:52,356
I like your expression.
Your expression at this moment.
1198
01:34:53,087 --> 01:34:56,045
The park with this light.
The now.
1199
01:34:57,407 --> 01:34:58,840
This is where I want to be.
1200
01:34:59,007 --> 01:35:02,397
Not five minutes (or seconds) before,
not five minutes later.